everyone's favorite slut!

yeah im sick but so what?

2005-01-20T20:42:13Z

i wish i could be protesting.

i miss cambridge alot. im excited to go back, but i know when i get there late at night after work, everyone will already be drunk off their asses. but thats what i love about it. cant wait!

the token white girl in a group of africans

2005-01-08T05:16:12Z

so this is what my life consists of

i have been soending almost every waking moment with nadia allyson and michelle. and now we have coined a new phrase which is to be said whenever silence is upon us: what the hell are you waiting for. we do not just say it, we sing it, it has more meaning that way.

then today i went to work. so i feel like i have really taken this whole team speech too far. i am actually like a team member. its scary. also, tonight i got a lesson on the continent of africa and its various countries. i learned about nigeria and togo (i dont know how to spell). i learned where they are and a little bit about the culture. i also got to learn about south africa. this all coming from like thirty soemthing african men with thick accents. it was actually quite intereting.

and now i oficially only talk about friendlys. end of story.

for some reason i really miss cambridge!

2005-01-06T04:48:29Z

so here i am just chillin and wanting this night to be over.

the last few days have consisted of working and seeing hot people. i like that i can spend hours with my friends and then after a consecutive like 24 hours or something we can all just be like hey so what are we doing tonight? and we dont get bored of eachother. it makes me really happy. i really love that.

todays trip to the thift store was unsuccessful and so was work. there were about zero customers and it was tiring bc i was already tired and wanted to go to bed. now my back hurts. but i bonded with miriam of course because thats what we do when there are no customers. i do love the people and thats the reason i work there mostly. especially lately bc there hasnt really been anyone in there. i really havent made any money lately and it makes me so sad. and by lately i do mean sunday, yesterday and today. those days are equal to poop.

in other news i have decided that a burrito from chipotle really does hit the spot when you are starving. and i mean eating an entire burrito really isnt THAT much food.

i am missing people from cambridge lately.

funny time.

2005-01-03T23:30:15Z

so last night at work was so much fun. gossiping and just being funny was great. who cares if no one came and i made no money? then i came outside after work to go home and i look at my car and there are 46 of those ugly support the troops magnets on there. at first i was like what a sick joke who the fuck would do that? but then i thought long and hard for aporximately 5 seconmds and realized it was scott. good one! it was actually really funny, but i do HATE the support the troops magnets. i kept one of the ones that is for breast cancer and gave the rest away to customers. what a great night. then i went to allie gs house to just chat til 230 am. it was nice. i like talking. and today i finally saw the incredibles. finally. it was amazing. i <3 pixar. and thats my story.

a long awaited update

2005-01-02T05:17:40Z

ok so im the only one who thinks its been a while probably.

so what has happened since i updated last? my escapades in massachusetts, new years, and working...its all been fun actually.

so worcester was actually an amusing trip. me and my mom had alot of laughs. we actually forgto everything at various locations and one of us had to like run back and get it and then we almost missd our plane back home. it was wonderous. my granny is doing very well and it makes me really happy. she is not even close to being as sick as she was during the summer and she is going home to her appt on thursday! yay!

then it was new years. im not happy i didnt get to spend it with everyone, but i did have a blast. guapos and that singing man were fantastic. and we had the best holler of 2004. EVER. and then maybe one of the guys called me at 2 in the morning but when i called back i got some british voice mail haha. it was hilarious. and then we had wine which is only classy for sparkling cider. and we played funny games. then today my life was taken over by shout about movies. the best thing ever invented.

ok and then i went to work. well i actually worked wednesday night too and got home really late and got 3 hours of sleep and had to be awake the entire next day, but thats cool. tonight was good. i was the brunt of some cruel jokes but they were really funny. i made money and thats what matters.

i will try to stop by allies house tomorrow after work, but i will smell like shit and i really hate that. but i will try my best girls!

allisizzle @ 2004-12-29T16:36:00

2004-12-29T21:37:03Z

You are TAMMY LITTLENUT, the sweet red headed smart
girl who all the teachers like. You are really
good friends with Jerri Blank and conserve your
virginity, and your carpet matches your drapes.

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allisizzle @ 2004-12-29T01:03:00

2004-12-29T06:08:03Z

one of the most honest and genuine conversations has just occured between me and michelle. we just talked about work and about life for like an hour. it was nice.

right speaking of work, it smells bad there and everyone who had to smell me tonight can verify that. i smelled like fried food and it was overwhelmingly gross. also, i like havinbg a job where you can go in for like 3 hours and make 65 bucks. its a nice thing.

so yeah i am leaving thursday morning and coming back on friday night from boston. it will not be a fun trip and the only thing im looking forward to is shopping with my mom in some unknown mall with some credit card that was an xmas gift, the rest of it will be an experience from hell.

i am tired and tomorrow i have to get up early and make my granny her breakfast, so for me it is bedtime!

allisizzle @ 2004-12-27T18:19:00

2004-12-27T23:22:19Z

so i went to work today for some meeting that was mandatory and it was just really funny. we all sat there and laughed as fumi or however you spell it yelled at us. i enjoyed it emensely. very entertaining. and i thought about why i like it there when i do like it and i dont really know why. i feel like accepted by everyone there for some reason. and they didnt even care that i couldnt work on friday! wonderful. except my mom hasnt bought the tickets to boston yet. we shall see how that goes. ok. chillin with my homies tonight should be fun.

this is my life

2004-12-27T03:52:19Z

i feel like a freak for some reason. i am not used to spending so much time with my family in the span of two days. it has been insane the amount of time we spent together, but i have been rather well rested and it has improved my health i think. im still sick of course because doctors are stupid and their medicine doesnt work unless its a rx, but hey i hope ill be better soon.

insert friendly's rant here:
work on friday sucked balls. it was nice and slow for like 3 hours and then some whack ass dinner rush at 5 when we closed at 6 made me have to stay there until about 8. i hated every second of it. i was the only female there and some new server who's a jackass was trying to tell me how to do my job and i dislike him emensely. hes stupid. i know what im doing.

ok then there was christmas eve and christmas. it was nice to see my granny and my brother who i havent seen in a really long time. i dont think id seen my grandma since last summer for her 95th birthday party. she is so old but so healthy it's kinda crazy. if only everyone was that lucky. well, she cant really hear and shes legally blind but hey she IS 96 years old. haha ok and its nice to see my brother bc we are so alike in our sense of humor and i love it. he is always sarcastic and cracking jokes and it makes me smile. he also met conan obrien and i think thats really cool.

then today i went to alanas to see her off to israel where i know she is going to have a wonderful time! i actually ate the equivalent of an entire cow in breakfast food at her house. then i went to see thoroughly modern millie and it was amazingly good. my grandmas friend was acting in it which was kinda cool also. then we ate some more and came home and here i am just chillin. its been such a relaxing two days that i dont want to go back to work or go back to being busy all the time. its nice to just sit around and do nothing sometimes.

diagnosis

2004-12-24T14:14:35Z

hey all. i dont have strep or mono its called some upper resperatory infection which will undoubtedly lead to an ear infection in the next couple days. sounds like a blast! so im a hypochodriac? haha sike the doc could have sworn i had strep but the tests came back negative. good.

so nowabout winter break so far. i have gotten to see alot of people and it makes me happy, though i also havent seen alot of people and that makes me sad. also i havent really spent time with anyone for alot of time besides colleen and alana, whom i love to death. but i do wanna see other people. of course alana will be gome for 34839 years after sunday so its ok that we are spending time together! i just have been missing school alot. i dont wanna have to tell someone where im going and how long i will be there and i dont wanna have to just talk to people online. i wanna be able to just get up and go down the hall.

my mom and i have decided that we are going to see my granny in worchester, mass. we are leaving early the 30th of dec. and coming back late the 31st. i will see about new years and if the flight is ontime and shit like that. but theres the decision about who to spend it with and i hate that so i dont know what to do as of now.

my throat is killing me so i need to go drink a gallon of oj.

allisizzle @ 2004-12-23T10:32:00

2004-12-23T15:37:24Z

so the last time i updated it was actually sarah typig through my arms haha. but since then ive been to work again and made 20 buck tips both nights from one table...over 20 percent bc im the best..ok sorry but 20 bucks is alot! and i felt like poop so i didnt go to sb's alumni tea even though it woulda been really fucking funny. but i did get to see nads, allyson, mel b, alana, meesh, sarah, and ross and his new jew fro which works for him! and of course my love DIANA who i most deffinately forgot to add the first time i made this entry. what a great person, she learned how to play the guitar last night! it was nice to just sit and talk to everyone even if i did smell like work.

heres the deal. my dad called the doctor (because i lost my voice this morning) to get an appointment for the mono test. and they were like there are no openings we will call you back before 12. so now im afraid itll be right during the alumni jointay. i wanna go to see everyone that i couldnt see last night and such, but i really do need to be tested for mono. my throat really hurts and ive been really tired lately and those are some key symptoms. but yeah, the club tonight looks out of the question, especially in this weather. but i hope everyone who does go has an amazing time!

sraha is so cool

2004-12-22T05:10:01Z

i have lotion the size of a large penis. and small hands and a friend named hymie. and flaaaaaaaaaaaaaarp!!!!!!!

the year 2004..yeah im bored.

2004-12-21T03:56:56Z

What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before?

i graduated from high school, turned 18, went to wva in a snow storm, went to oc with only friends, started college

Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?

i didnt make one, i never do..so no..

Did anyone close to you give birth?

calvin's gf had a baby, but no oen else i dont think

Did anyone close to you die?

in a way..

What countries did you visit?

the us haha

What would you like to have in 2005 that you lacked in 2004?

i want a boyfriend. i feel stupid for saying it but its true.

What dates from 2004 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?

june 2, graduation and saying goodbye to blake forever. aug 27th (i think) umcp. oct 27, turning legal.

What was your biggest achievement of the year?

graduating high school and starting over at maryland and being able to be more open with people

What was your biggest failure?

not visitng my grandma

Did you suffer illness or injury?

um colds and a dogbite to my precious nose

What was the best thing you bought?

ummm...i dont know

Whose behavior merited celebration?

i think mine has. and i agree with sarah in saying the kerry gave alot of effort and deserves celebration.

Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?

my own bc i hate some of the things i do. and again with sarah bush is appalling.

Where did most of your money go?

food probably

What did you get really, really, really excited about?

west virginia and school and summer

What song will always remind you of 2004?

tipsyyy and yeah

Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) happier or sadder? happier, im happier at school if you couldnt tell
b) thinner or fatter? the same.
c) richer or poorer? poorer

What do you wish you'd done more of?

get better grades in econ and not work as much this summer and stay at beach week with sb people

What do you wish you'd done less of?

stupid things like drink too much and make mistakes.

How will you be spending Christmas?

i will be here with my family and then we will go see a play the day after.

Did you fall in love in 2004?

with new people, yes. with independence, yes.

How many one-night stands?

none i suppose. man i thought i was better than this...haha

What was your favorite TV program?

i LOVE friends and will miss it terribly. i also fell in love with desperate housewives and will continue to be obsessed with the oc.

Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?

hmmm maybe some people.

What was the best book you read?

i really liked me talk pretty one day by david sedaris and star craving mad by i dont remember who and ive read parts of america the book and its hilarious!

What was your greatest musical discovery?

wow i dont know..

What did you want and get?

to make friends at cp

What was your favorite film of this year?

oh man im not sure i just saw eternal sunshine and it was really good. me and kt saw spidey2 and it was good..there were alot of good ones this year. but i miss my xmas lotr fix.

What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?

i turned 18 and meesh and nina decorated my room and bought me pretty things and then we smoked a j right outside the dorm with mo. it was not too eventful but very fun. oh and then i got my tongue pierced later on.

What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?

why are me and sarah the same person? i want a guy who can tell me im pretty and mean it even when i look like shit. it would have been nice to not try and find false happiness with total assholes.

How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2004?

jeans and thrift store tshirts. actually thrift store everything. i kinda like my sense of style. its really casual but i can still manage to look cute. and i dont like to match.

What kept you sane?

all of my friends for sure.

Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?

i fancy jon stewart what a cutie and i do enjoy jude law

What political issue stirred you the most?

one word: election.

Who did you miss?

all of my friends and fam when we went to school...friends mostly bc im so close to home.

Who was the best new person you met?

i love my nina, molly, jasmin, amanda and all my new friends! they are wonderful people!

Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2004:

one mistake isnt the end of the world. get over it and move on.

Quote a song lyric that sums up your year:

sarah stop being me: "everybody in the club gettin tipsy"

winter break is upon us

2004-12-18T05:39:50Z

the semester is over. it ended on a good note.

i waited til the last minute to study for econ and i did not like the exam, but i dont seem to learn from my mistakes bc i waited for the last minute to study for soche too haha. oh well im a master crammer...i did well.

thursday night was alot of fun. i thought we would be all stressed for our finals but we decided to just not care instead. we went to chipotle in my beautful car that now has a little miniscule crack in the bumper and we had lots of good food. its funny how we went there and then some boys from opur floor were there too..ironic. and then we came back to watch the oc. marissa is a lesbian in january if you didnt catch that. i for one cannot wait. also, alana came. oh man alana that was fun. meeting metros, spending michelles incon bucks, getting alot of free drinks, having bunchy underwear, and then just the bonding between you, me , meesh and nina. it was fun. come again next sem.

so today i had to leave cambridge for the year. it was sad. ive grown to love that place. i might not love every single person, but i will miss it so much. im actualy writing this because i cant fall asleep because: number one i cant watch my tv bc i tore the cable out of the wall, number two im used to not sleeping til like 2 am, number three i feel like walking down the hall to molly and jasmins room or to ninas room but all that is here are my dog and my cat, and number four i just left cambridge hall like 30 min ago and i miss it already. im a loser.

this break should be fun. im looking forward to the busy-ness of it all. i like having something to do all the time. i just dont know how to tell the people at work that i am only working like 4 days haha. ummm we'll see how that goes!

a long entry in order to not do any work for as long as possible..

2004-12-16T15:40:05Z

finally that econ exam from hell is over. ok thats an exaggeration but i was so stressed about it bc i barely studied. it really wasnt bad at and im glad.

i want to go home to see everyone, but im also sad because i just want another extra night to be able to chill here and not have to do work. i hate how the semester ends on exams and we cant have that one night to just be free. and i ruined one of the last ones last week but its ok. im glad to be going home for many reasons, but ill miss cambridge alot as well. yes, this coming list will be a result of me not wanting to do any work. whatever all i have left is soche and that wont be too bad.

i will miss cambridge alot this winter break..i dont wanna give up the opportunity to just walk across or down the hall to see some of my best friend here, just chillin and watching tv and having fun doing nothing, eating food and buying stuff from the inconn and pretending its not real money so i can get whatever i want, not working at friendlys, doing school work but not stressing too much, partying with my ladies lol, eating 24/7, learning from all the new experiences here, seeing the really hott guy at the diner, seeing my bf in soche aka p.diddy, and just loving it here after meeting all the great people.

i want to go home to see everyone and spend time with my friends and family, but i know it will be stressful. here i dont have to chose between blake and sb or friends or family, i just do whatever whenever. i hate decisions. also, here i dont have to work. but now i will. dont get me wrong, sometimes work makes me happy, but i mean did you read all my hateful entries about friendlys? im just hoping and praying to the god i dont believe in that things will be better with fumi or however the hell you spell her name. expect vents about friendlys for the next like month and a half.

i also dont wanna go home bc i will have to deal with my family drama, and that sucks.

but honestly, this break is necessary. so much has happened since we all went to school and i think ive chanegd alot here and itll be nice to be home with my new self and new experiences and such.

insanity

2004-12-15T17:59:26Z

last night was crazy. having fun during finals week isnt illegal!

so last night consisted of "studying" in molly and jasmins bathroom, getting free drinks at the inconn, peeing in pants, spilling the free drink, watching it spill all over the floor, cleaning it up, going to hell and back to get another fucking free drink, changing peoples backgrounds on their computers to gay porn, watching BET in the lounge with other white people, discussing dick piercings and clit piercings with people, going to the metro lol alana, talking to alana on the phone, ben talking to alana on the phone, tom talking to alana on the phone, jimmy talking to alana on the phone, and watchinbg everyone in the hallway bc it is far more entertaining than television.

alana, im sorry i wasnt in the right state of mind to give sound advice, but i hope the combination of mine, bens, and toms advice was helpful!

now i have to pack and study and well pack more bc i dont want to study. my car is being dropped off today and it makes me happy! out to dinner tomorrow and only two mroe exams. life is good. ill miss this, but i want to see my babies too.

btw come visit me at work or you die..more like i die of boredom but hey. come anyways!

it wont ever be the same again

2004-12-14T02:15:53Z

alot has been said these last few days. it was all necessary. i feel somewhat better.

this weekend was insane. and thanks to everyone who asked what was wrong and such, it was sweet and thank you. ive erased those entries because they were unnecessary.

and now, onto the life of a college student who is finished with one of her three exams.

they suck, exams that is. i was so stressed and i studied like up until the jointe started and i was all worried and nervous and it wasnt even bad. calc down, econ and soche to go. this week should be fun. actually it will be fun. breakfast outing on wednesday and a dinner outing on thursday. i cant wait!

allisizzle @ 2004-12-12T22:46:00

2004-12-13T03:48:46Z

thanks.

allisizzle @ 2004-12-09T08:55:00

2004-12-09T14:02:26Z

i have been in a bad mood lately. it sucks. i just feel really tired and lazy all the time. it doesnt help that exams are coming up and i know i should be preparing and all i can think about is partying friday night, the last night with the hall before i need to buckle down. i front like i dont care, but itd be nice to have good grades. it is always a nice thing, but i dont see it happening this semester. psh oh well

and now onto the fun heart wrentching stuff. i dont know what i like and dont like what i feel and dont feel. its all so mixed up. i convince myself of one emotion and then someone tells me its obvious that im convincing myself because i dont want to face the truth. i dont know anything about feelings anymore. deciphering between emotions while intoxicated and emotions while sober is harder now more than ever.

this entry sucks cock. sorry like i said my mood has been so blah lately i cant like write happy things.

i want winter break to come so i can see everyone, but i am going to miss cambridge so much. you dont realize how much you miss it til its gone. and the short thanksgiving break made me miss the fact that we party here whenevr we want or that you can just walk down the hall and see a friend. im gonna miss it alot over that month and a half. i have a feeling everything will be different when we all come back, but who knows.

this made me laugh

2004-12-06T15:59:08Z

fuzzybutt321: shit brb
CharmingElements: k
fuzzybutt321: back sorry
CharmingElements: whered ya go
CharmingElements: cuz im nosey
CharmingElements: and bored
fuzzybutt321: well i went poo and then i showed my friend my schedule
fuzzybutt321: lol
CharmingElements: hahahahaha
CharmingElements: for some reason i knew u were gonna say that but i asked anyway
CharmingElements: your shit brb literally applied

oh di.

the weekend

2004-12-05T20:37:48Z

what an eventful weekend:

friday me and meesh took a roadtrip to baltimore to see kt and yeebee! i am jealous of the size of their dorm and the amount of food they had haha and then we all went to the aquarium and saw the dolphin show and the sharks and the sting rays and it was alot of fun. then we stopped at starbucks and went o paws and got food which was delish. then we just chilled in their room and checked out strangers with candy and seinfeld dvds which are both hilaaarious. then i ran into some guy in the hall, literally ans started to scream haha. and me and kt watched anaconda, possibly the worst movie of all time.

then i went home to talk to my mom about my granny. i think i might take a trip up to boston over break to see her.

then i came back to cp to chill with some homies haha. we went to see closer in silver spring and no it wasnt sketchy and no we didnt get raped on the metro and no i didnt get us lost! all good things that jas and amanda were worried would happen. but i looked like an eskimo in my jacket. then we came back here to aprty it up. it was just really funny, just everything was really funny. from mo yelling at me in the bathroom, to mel and nak and her friend visiting, to some lame ass dp in the lounge, to some funny memories for the future...i love cambridge and our chill weekends.

and now i have assloads of work but i dont wanna do any of it. its my life story.

smackers

2004-12-02T05:59:47Z

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i dont knowwwwww what to say. tonight was fun ;) cambridge is a bangin place.

this week=stress

2004-11-30T01:24:03Z

im taking a break from the wonderful world of work to say a few things:

1. english 101 is a blower.
2. calc can be fun.
3. i am getting used to my hair.
4. boys suck.
5. boys are hot.
6. my cell phone ring makes me smile.
7. thanksgiving break was fun.

ok, phone call then back to work!!

home is where the heart is...

2004-11-27T19:57:00Z

ok i admit it, a part of me didnt wanna come back home because i was having a blast at cp, but this is so refreshing.

granted, i still have a shitload of hw to do and alot of people to see, but this has been a fun long weekend. I saw so many people that i have been without for like 3 months and it was great to see everyones faces and hear their stories and see how everyone has changed since school.

the conclusion: i love all of my friends from home and i miss then when im at school, but at school i feel accepted and loved two. its like two different worlds or soemthing..ok ill stop.

the weekend isnt over yet.

mmm i smell pie

2004-11-25T05:40:49Z

nights at home just have more in them than nights at school. i dont know, i miss cambridge night life alot actually because there is never a second when someone around you at night isnt fucked up and theres always someone to laugh at mnaking an ass out of themself, or even yourself making an ass out of yourself. is this making sense??

today i made a drastic change to the way i look. people say its cute, but it hasnt grown on me yet...

then i hit up bethesda with a few of my favorite ladies. we actually did everything that article said people do when they go to the beth. ok it wasnt someones drivway but whatever. it was fun even if all we did was drive around and eat ice cream and take ugly pictures. its always fun to do literally nothing. you girls make me smile. then me and kt had a wonderful heart to ehart in the car on the way home and i lvoed it because no one ever asks me the stuff she isnt afraid to ask. i hope you're feeling better and i hope the girls that stayed in the beth had even more fun without me and kt..though it doesnt seem possible.

ok ive been thinking alot lately and ive come to a conclusion that life isnt always that great. lately, or for all of eternity, boys have been stupid and assholes. and this weekend i will have to choose between groups of friends again. i hate it. i hate making decisions and i hate feeling like i leave people out. deep down i want to see everyone i havent in a long time no matter what i say. its hard even though it doesnt seem like it would be. i dont know, i just hate choosing one group over the other. but that's why this weekend is 4 days i guess, there's plenty of time....i hope.

and because my life revolves around food, i cant wait to eat alot of good shit tomorrow.

ps: colleen, my mom bought extra potatoes just for you, and im not even kidding. she was like "these are to make colleen some mashed potatoes" i was like damn they love her more than me hahaha.

peace up.